SAY IT NOW !!!

June 24th, 2007 by fhaye0508

An unknown author has penned these thought-provoking words:

I would rather have one little rose

From the garden of a friend

Than to have the choicest flowers

When my stay on earth must end.

I would rather have a pleasant word

In kindness said to me

Than flattery when my heart is still,

And life has ceased to be.

I would rather have a loving smile

From friends I know are true

Than tears shed ‘round my casket

When to this world I bid adieu.

Bring me all your flowers today,

Whether pink or white or red;

I’d rather have one blossom now

Than a truckload when I’m dead.

    

     Recalling the good qualities of deceased friends or relatives at their funeral are appropriate, but how much better to give sincere praise to them while they are still living. It may be the encouragement they desperately need.

     As the apostle closed his letter to the Romans, he publicly commended those who had helped and encouraged him in the work of the gospel. He not only greeted them by name, but he also expressed his gratitude for what they had done (16:1-15). What an example for all of us to follow!

     Do you owe someone a word of thanks or appreciation? Don’t put it off. Say it today. Tomorrow may be too late! – Richard De Haan

YOU CAN’T SPEAK A KIND WORD TOO SOON,

FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW SOON IT WILL BE TOO LATE.

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A SWEET LOVE STORY

June 24th, 2007 by fhaye0508

From the very beginning, girl’s family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family’s pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family’s pressure, the gal often vents her anger on him. As for him…he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I’m not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I’ll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy’s determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum cry, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She had lost her voice….

The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents’ comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silent cry. It’s still just silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply and countless phone calls. All the gal could do besides crying is still crying…. The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the gal learnt sign language & started a new life.

Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he’s back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn’t anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy’s wedding. The gal was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her….

He used sign language to tell her, "I’ve spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I’ve not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled……

Treat every relationship as if it’s the last one, then you’ll know how to give.

Treat every moment as if it’s the last day, then you’ll know how to Treasure.

Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day…

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THE JOE STORY

April 18th, 2007 by fhaye0508

Three Fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe d mango, read a letter to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11 years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that Friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he had written himself to his wife Bing. Joe felt that he had to tell his listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but that he survived it.
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just "you and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other for 11 years. It came to a point that there was nothing more interesting to talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did any thing about it. We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new circle of friends. They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four daughters and the guy had four kids of his own.
They exchanged phone numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. A big part of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was texting the guy, I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us. I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you told me the first part of the story I would already know where it would lead to. Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart I knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl unless it was for business or professional reasons?
Finally, even if it was against my will, I drove her to the meeting place. While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but I knew it wasn’t proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went. When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn’t prepared to accept her answers. I told her that it would be best if that were their last meeting.
She got mad and told me that I was starting to control her life. The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words, "lose you" in the trashcan at home. I started picking up the pieces of paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad because I felt that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug you…" Before I could figure out what the third one was, Bingwas already at my back. She wanted to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We decided to talk. By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid to lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, "Wanted to cry." That was what hit me. How could you lose something that’s not even with you yet?
That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to the guy. We fought because she didn’t want to admit it. She said that what she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were always together, and now this. She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn’t want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give each other the chance to be alone.
We decided to give the new arrangement a try. The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I never answered back. When I didn’t respond, she called me. She said, "I’m sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in our marriage I said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my eyes. I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave.
After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life that I asked for advice about our relationship. While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain that you’re feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere intentions. I’m really sorry. Please forgive me."
Still, a question continued to bug me: "I’m giving you the freedom. Will you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the answer to my question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in choosing a newfound friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship. Please forgive me. I will always love you." Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship. He said that they could just text or call each other. Bing said that there was no need. We had dinner and talked up to 1am. It was like getting married all over again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go through the same pain again. Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I couldn’t do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at 9am, I composed a letter to Bing.
I was asking myself, should I read this or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear people say "I love you because…" but this story has shown us that the deeper and greater love is having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF…"
(¯`v´¯) take
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) care ^.^
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. ~` God speed! >",<
My Angel, my Friend [^_^]

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TWENTY QUESTIONs…..(ang ganda n2…)

December 20th, 2006 by fhaye0508
MGA TAUHAN
Jorgh - Fresh grad. Kabarkada ni Janine.
Magtatrabaho bilang researcher sa isang financial firm

Janine - Commercial Model. Kabarkada ni Jigs. 2 years ahead kay Jigs.

TAGPO
Gabi. Sa isang kwarto ng isang beach resort. Naglalatag ng kumot si Jigs sa sahig habang inaayos ni Yumi ang kanyang higaan.

JANINE: Sige na, Jigs. Huwag ka nang magpaka-gentle man. Naaawa ako sayo e. Tabi na tayo sa kama.

JIGS: Hindi, okay lang ako dito.

JANINE: Huwag ka nang maarte. As if naman re-rapin kita no. Malaki naman itong kama e. Hatiin na lang natin sa gitna.

JIGS: Sure ka?

JANINE: Hindi mo naman siguro ako mamanyakin no?

JIGS: (Matatawa) Okay ka lang?

JANINE: Kung gusto mo, gamitin na lang natin iyang kumot na divider.

JIGS: Good idea.

Isasampay nila ang kumot mula sa kisame para mahati ang kama sa gitna. Magsesettle down ang dalawa. Ilalabas ni Jigs ang libro niya: "Puppy Love and other Stories" ni F. Sionil Jose. Si Yumi naman ay magpapatugtog ng Japanese Zen Music habang nagsa-zazen.

JANINE: Do you mind?

JIGS: No, go ahead. Im just reading.

Magsa-zazen si Yumi. Magbabasa si Jigs. Pareho silang di maka-concentrate. Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player niya.

JANINE: I can’t believe our friends.

JIGS: Oo nga e.

JANINE: Dapat ginagawa nila to sa mga bagong pasok sa barkada o kaya sa bagong…ay oo nga pala. Bagong graduate ka. Congrats.

JIGS: Thanks.

JANINE: So what’re your plans?

JIGS: Kinukuha akong researcher sa ADB. Kinukuha rin ako ng BPI sa OTP nila.

JANINE: Wow naman. In demand.

JIGS: Di naman masyado. Who the hell invented this tradition anyway?

JANINE :(Matatawa) You won’t believe it.

JIGS: Ikaw?

JANINE: Malay ko ba na mabibiktima rin ako nito balang-araw.

JIGS: So why did you start it?

JANINE: Wala ka pa sa tropa nun e. Freshman ka pa lang siguro noon. Wala lang. Napagtripan lang namin si Ronald. E may crush siya kay Meg. Noong unang beses magpunta rito ng barkada, sabi ko, magsimula kami ng tradition. Ilo-lottery namin ang pangalan ng mga lalaki at ng mga babae. Kung sino ang mabubunot, silang dalawa ang pagsasamahin sa isang kwarto sa loob ng tatlong araw. And then, we’ll all see what happens. Pero dinaya namin noon yung kay Ronald at Meg. Puro Ronald at Meg ang mga pangalan na nakalagay sa lottery.

JIGS: (Tatawa) Ang sama ninyo!

JANINE: Kaya nga nakarma na ako e.

JIGS: So is our case, dinaya? O talagang lottery?

JANINE: (Teasing) Ano sa dalawa ang gusto mo?

JIGS: Feeling ko may nagtrip sakin sa barkada e.

JANINE: Excuse me po, dalawa tayong biktima dito. I don’t see any reason kung bakit tayong dalawa ang sasadyaing biktima this year, unless may crush ka sakin na di ko alam at alam nila (tatawa).

JIGS: Baka ikaw (tatawa).

JANINE: The success rate of this tradition is 100% so far.

JIGS: I was here na the 2nd time. Si Chris at si Cia ang biktima.

JANINE: And last year were Rod and Kay. They’re getting married kailan? Sa June yata.

JIGS: What do you expect? Ikukulong mo ang isang lalaki at isang babae sa isang kwarto for three days, imposibleng walang mangyari doon!

JANINE: That was exactly my point. (Ngingiti)

JIGS: E kung may madisgrasya?

JANINE: Anong disgrasya?

JIGS: Alam mo na ?yun!

Hahawiin ni Yumi ang divider nilang kumot.

JANINE: Ano? Sex? Pano kung magsex sila? Nakakatawa ka naman. Di mo masabi.

JIGS: Ang alin?

JANINE: Ang sex!

JIGS: Hah!

JANINE: Sige nga sabihin mo nga?

JIGS: Para kang tanga. Tumigil ka nga.

JANINE: Shet, Jigs. Graduate ka na totoy ka pa rin!

JIGS: Excuse me?

JANINE: Sabihin mo nga: "Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!"

JIGS: Para kang bata, Yumi ha.

JANINE: You used to call me ate Yumi when you were in third year.

JIGS: Well, graduate na po ako, ate Yumi. Tahimik.

JIGS: Hmmm. I wonder if we’re gonna last three days.

JANINE: (Teasing) Bakit? Ayaw mo sakin?

Di sasagot si Jigs.

JANINE We’re gonna survive this one.

JIGS: What makes you so sure?

JANINE :No offense, Jigs. I honestly find you very attractive pero I’ve no time for this. Alam mo naman siguro na kaka..

JIGS: Same here.

JANINE: Same here what? Na you find me attractive o
you dont have time for this? (Matatawa)

Di sasagot si Jigs. Tahimik. Io-on ulit ni Yumi ang CD player at ipagpapatuloy ang zazen. Itatabi ni Jigs ang libro. Nawalan na siya ng ganang magbasa. Pupunta siya sa ref. Bubuksan niya ito.

JIGS: Hah! (Sarcastic) Perfect! Red Wine! How very conducive.

JANINE: May chips ba diyan?

JIGS: Sa awa ng Diyos, may tsibog naman. Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player. Tatayo siya at kukuha ng chips sa ibabaw ng ref.

JANINE: Since we’re gonna be stuck naman with each other for three days, might as well make the best out of it di ba? I-enjoy na lang natin.

JIGS: What do you mean?

JANINE: Get the wine, let’s have a drink! 50 hours to go na lang and we’re gonna be the first
failure of this tradition.

JIGS: Oo nga. (Kukunin ang wine. Maglalagay sa dalawang baso.) When they chose Cia and Chris, naiintindihan ko pa e. Lalo na sina Rod and Kay. Kung baga, tinulungan lang natin silang umamin sa isa’t isa. Pero us…

JANINE: Weird ng barkada natin no?

JIGS: To our barkada and our weird traditions!

JANINE: To us, the first failure of this tradition! Magto-toast sila at iinom.

JIGS: Sige, ate Yumi. Let’s make our stay here more interesting…

JANINE: What’s with the ate?

JIGS: Fine… Bubuksan ni Yumi ang chips. Uupo sila pareho sa sahig para magkwentuhan.

JIGS: Let’s play twenty questions.

JANINE: Sige! Ano yon?

JIGS: Each of us will have ten questions each. Tatanungin kita, tatanungin mo ako, mga gusto nating malaman sa isa’t isa. Alternate tayo. Pero the thing here is, you can’t ask the question that I already asked.

JANINE: That’s pretty interesting.

JIGS: At bawal magsinungaling.

JANINE: Fair enough. Pero whatever is said inside this room remains in the room. Ok?

JIGS: Of course. You wanna start?

JANINE: No. I want to ask the last question.

(Ngingiti at kikindatan si Jigs)

JIGS: Smart move. Game. First question: Ano ang greatest frustration mo sa buhay?

JANINE: Nge. Ang korni naman ng tanong mo. Walang ka-challenge-challenge. Ask me something na mag-iisip naman ako.

JIGS: Simula pa lang e.

JANINE: Sige. Ano nga ba…?

JIGS: Akala ko ba walang ka-challenge-challenge?

JANINE: Wag kang maingay, nag-iisip ako…Im a frustrated ballet dancer.

JIGS :Talaga?

JANINE: I took lessons when I was six pero umayaw ako. Wala kasi akong disiplina e. Mas gusto kong makipaglaro sa mga kalaro ko. Pero I really enjoy watching ballet dancers. When I see them dance parati kong naiisip na sana, ako rin. There! Ang dali naman ng tanong mo. Walang thrill.

JIGS: Appetizer lang. Yari ka sakin mamaya.

YUMI: We’ll see. Ako naman. Did you ever have doubts about your sexuality? I mean, kahit minsan ba, naisip mo na bakla ka?

JIGS: Never.

JANINE: Bilis ng sagot a.

JIGS: Coz I never entertained the idea.

JANINE : Homophobe ka ba?

JIGS: Alternate tayo sa tanungan, di ba?

YUMI: So, not once? Kahit konti? Kahit what if lang?

JIGS: Im straight, okay?

YUMI: Im not asking if you’re gay or not. Im asking kung…

JIGS: Never nga.

YUMI: We all thought na you were gay. Well at least nung first few months mo sa tropa before you introduced your girlfriend to us.

JIGS: What?! You thought I was gay?!

YUMI: E pano kasi, masyado kang mabait. Ang pogi-pogi mo, pero parang allergic ka sa mga babae. Over ang pagiging gentleman mo. Too good to be true. You have a good body, it seems that you work out pero iniisip namin front mo lang yun. Kadalasan kasi front ng mga bakla ang pagiging maganda ng katawan nila at pagiging sporty…
Tatawa lang si Jigs.

YUMI :So we thought its either that or you were
planning to become a priest.

JIGS: What?!

YUMI: Well, you were always this goody-goody person. Pumupunta ka sa chapel. Nangungumpisal, nagsisimba…

JIGS: The way you said it, parang equivalent ang dalawa a.

YUMI: Of course not. I didn’t mean that!

JIGS: I take my faith seriously. That doesnt make me gay!

YUMI: So you did want to become a priest…

JIGS: Hindi rin. Actually, I always wanted to raise a family…and be a father.

Tahimik.

YUMI: So you’re not gay.

JIGS: No.

YUMI: You never…

JIGS :Ilang beses ka ba ipinanganak? Kulit mo e. It’s my turn.

YUMI: Homophobe ka no?

JIGS: Hindi kaya!

YUMI: Whatever…

JIGS: Ako na, daya mo naman e.

YUMI: Okay, okay. Shoot me.

JIGS: How do you see yourself five years from now?

YUMI: You expect to win this game? Ang kokorni ng mga tanong mo e.

JIGS: The object of this game is not to win.

YUMI: E ano pa ba?

JIGS: To get to know the other person.

YUMI :Sure. Basta ako, I will win this game. Walang thrill ang isang game kung walang nananalo.

JIGS: Sagot.

YUMI: May time limit ba to? (Tatawa) Wine pa nga.

JIGS: Sabi nga nila: in vino veritas.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

YUMI: Masarap ang wine, ha? Saan kaya nabili ito? (Iinom) To answer your question, either maging entrepreneur ako, magsisimula ako ng sarili kong botique or bar, o kaya, magiging artista ako sa pelikula.

JIGS: Not bad.

YUMI: Pero mukhang malaboyung stint ko sa movies. Tough ang competition e. Saka mahina ang manager ko. Panay hosting at pictorials ang nakukuhang raket para sa akin. Papalitan ko na nga e. Pag nakaipon ako, baka magtayo na lang ako ng botique.

JIGS: (Magbibiro) Ayaw mo mag-bold?

YUMI: Yuck!

JIGS: Lahat ng gustong mag-artista doon dumadaan.

YUMI: May talent naman ako kahit papano a!

JIGS: Lahat naman ng bold star may talent a! Sa dibdib! (Tatawa)

YUMI: (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Bastos ka talaga! Akala ko goody-goody ka..Hindi ko papatulan ang pagbobold kahit anong mangyari no! Kahit ganito ako, may respeto pa rin naman ako sa sarili ko.

JIGS: Ganito? Anong ganito?

Di sasagutin ni Yumi ang tanong.

YUMI: These producers think all the people want is sex, sex, sex! Kaya puro basura ang mga pelikula e. Wine pa nga!

JIGS: (Magsasalin ng wine) Bakit naman botique?

YUMI: Hoy madaya ka na ha? Hindi pa ako lasing. Ako nang magtatanong. Ang korni mo namang magtanong. Bigatan naman natin nang konti…Inom ka muna.

Iinom si Jigs. Magsasalin siya ng bago.

YUMI: Who was your first crush in the barkada? Tahimik.

YUMI: Haha! Bingo ka no? Bagal mo naman sumagot.

Iinumin ang wine. Magsasalin ng bago.

JIGS: Lalaki o babae?

Tatawa sila pareho.

YUMI: Dapat may time limit ito e.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Hirap naman ng tanong mo.

YUMI: Iyon nga ang maganda e. Para may thrill. As if naman ibo-broadcast ko sa barkada kung sino.

JIGS :Wine pa?

YUMI: Di mo pa sinasagot yung tanong ko, nagtatanong ka na!

Magsasalin ng wine si Jigs kay Yumi.

JIGS: Yung crush ko kasi…siyempre, sino pa ba? E di yung pinakamaganda sa barkada.

YUMI: cno nga?

JIGS: Yung literally na may dating. walang tanung-tanong. Yung kahit sinong tanungin mo sa tropa, objectively, siya ang isasagot.

YUMI: Jigs, twenty questions ang game natin. Hindi guessing game. C’mon man. Play your own game. Pano na kung truth or dare to e di pahirapan na. Dadalawa na nga lang tayo e.

JIGS: Yung commercial model.

Matitigilan si Yumi.

YUMI: Wine pa nga.

Magsasalin si Jigs.

Mag-iisip si Yumi. Iinom.

Biglang matatawa.

YUMI :(Tumatawa pa rin) Talaga?

JIGS: Sige, pagtawanan ba?

YUMI: You can say it to my face, I wont bite. Bakit hirap na hirap kang sabihin kung sino? Takot kang ma-reject? Parang tanong lang e…Wine pa nga!

JIGS: Okay, 1 point ka na…

YUMI: (Ngiti) Gee…thanks. Flattered naman ako. At kailan naman nangyari ito?

JIGS: Sorry, my turn to ask. (Ngingiti) Who is your crush in the barkada…NOW?

YUMI: E ginaya mo lang yung tanong ko e.

JIGS: Hinde no. May qualifier ako. Ang sabi ko, NOW. Ang tanong mo, first crush ko.

YUMI: Korni pa rin. Alam mo, kung basketball to, tambak ka na.

JIGS: Just answer the question.

YUMI: Siyempre wala. I told you, I don’t have time for these stuff. Kakabreak ko lang di ba?

JIGS: Korni mo namang sumagot.

YUMI: E korni yung tanong e. Pero kung talagang-talagang kailangan kong sumagot…hmmm…teka…sino nga ba? Sino bang crush material sa barkada? Wala akong maisip e. Ikaw na lang.

JIGS: Yung seryoso naman.

YUMI: Seryoso ako. Ayaw mo yata e. Sige, iba na lang…

JIGS: E napipilitan ka lang e.

YUMI: Uy! Pano ba yan? MU na tayo? Crush mo ko, crush kita…yiheee (Tatawa).

JIGS: Dati pa yon no!

YUMI: Ay? Di mo na ko crush? Bakit, na turn-off ka? Ano namang ginawa ko? Tsk. Tsk.

JIGS: Is that your question na?

YUMI: Oy, hinde! Ito naman…di ba pwedeng mag-follow-up?

Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

YUMI: Fine. Here’s a little juicy question: Describe your first kiss.

JIGS That’s not even a question.

YUMI: Arte mo. O, How was your first kiss like?

Matatawa si Jigs.

JIGS: Wet.

YUMI: Yuck!

Magtatawanan sila.

JIGS: Alam mo, aksidente yung first kiss ko. Close kasi kami nung isa kong kaibigan. Pag naggu-goodbye ako sa kanya, parati ko siyang kini-kiss sa noo. E one time, sa gym habang nagpapahinga, nakaupo siya sa sahig. Tinatamad siyang tumayo. So bumaba ako nang konti para halikan siya sa noo kasi pauwi na ako. E siya naman, para maabot ko, medyo tumingala. E sakto, sa lips ko siya nahalikan. Pareho kaming nagulat. Pero di pa kami
naghiwalay agad. Weird nga ang feeling e. Parang may glue. Ayaw na namin maghiwalay pareho… Tawa pa rin si Yumi

YUMI: Awww. Ang sweet naman. Parang sa pelikula. Si Krissy ba to?

JIGS: Hindi. Hindi mo siya kilala.

YUMI: So what happened? Nagkatuluyan kayo?

JIGS: Nope.

YUMI: Ha?

JIGS: Ewan ko ba. Complicated kasi yung situation namin e. May boyfriend siya noon. Ako naman, takot pa sa isang relationship. Pero at least, na-discover namin na pareho pala kaming may gusto sa isa’t isa. Pero hanggang doon na lang.

YUMI: What happened after?

JIGS: We talked about it. We both decided na it wont work. Tapos, bigla na lang, hindi na kami nagkikita. And then, I met you guys, iba na ang barkada ko.

YUMI: Nakakatuwa naman.

JIGS: Ikaw, pano yung first kiss mo?

YUMI: Ikaw ang nagturo sa akin ng game na ito di ba? Bakit ba lagi mong bini-break ang rules? Di mo na pwedeng tanungin yan!

JIGS: Tine-testing ko lang kung lasing ka na. (Iinom ng wine) Okay, naka-warm-up na ako: What was the naughtiest thing you ever did?

YUMI: Yan ang mga tanong! Ano bang ibig mong sabihin ng naughty?

JIGS: Bahala kang mag-define.

YUMI: Hmmm…marami e…(matatawa) baka maeskandalo ka.

JIGS: Kanina ayaw mo ng korni. Ngayong medyo exciting naman…

YUMI: Eto na…I had two boyfriends at the same time.

JIGS: (Nagulat) Hala.

YUMI: I was with Joel and Zach at the same time.

JIGS: Yikes. Alam ba ni Joel?

YUMI: Kaya nga kami naghiwalay nun e. Nahuli ako (matatawa).

JIGS: Ano namang pumasok sa kukote mo’t ginawa mo yon, aber?

YUMI: Nag-eexperiment lang  ako. E sa type ko sila pareho e. Anong magagawa ko? Saka para may thrill. Alam mo yon? Yung patago kang nakikipag-date sa isa para di mahuli. Everyday pa akong nakakalibre, kasi, alternate sila! (Tatawa) Akala nyo kayo lang mga lalaki ang pwedeng gumawa non?

JIGS: How can you love two guys at the same time?

YUMI: Who said something about love? Walang kinalaman ang love dun. I was…having fun!

JIGS: Nainlove ka na ba, ever?

YUMI :Nakakailang tanong ka na? It’s my turn.

JIGS: Don’t you want to answer the question anyway?

YUMI: My turn!

JIGS: Kulang ka pa sa wine. (Tatawa) Ubos na ang unang wine bottle. Kukuha si Jigs ng isa pa sa ref.

JIGS: Ang bilis nating uminom a.

YUMI: Are you still a virgin?

JIGS: Whoa! Where did that come from?

YUMI: That’s my fourth question.

JIGS: (Magsasalin ng wine sa mga baso). Ano sa tingin mo?

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tititigan lang siya ni Yumi.

YUMI: Don’t tell me, wala pang nangyayari sa inyo ni Krissy hanggang ngayon? Ilang taon na ba kayo?

JIGS: Mag-tu-two years na sana next week.

YUMI: So virgin ka pa? I don’t believe it!

JIGS: Mukha ba akong tarantado?

YUMI: Mukha kang nagpapaiyak ng babae e.

JIGS: Insulto ba yon?

YUMI: Compliment yon, tanga.

JIGS :Ah, okay. Thanks.

YUMI: Pero, you mean, you never felt the urge to do it?

JIGS: Alin? Sex?

YUMI :Wow! Nasabi rin niya!

JIGS: Of course I always feel it. Natural lang yon sa tao no? Nasa iyo na lang yan kung anong gagawin mo sa urge na yon.

YUMI: E natural naman pala e. Bakit mo pinipigilan? I mean, pag naiihi ka, iihi ka. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka. Pareho lang yon, di ba?

JIGS: Pag naiihi ka, iihi ka dahil kailangan mong umihi. At hindi ka iihi kahit saan. Pupunta ka sa banyo. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka dahil kailangan. At hindi mo kinakain ang lahat ng pagkain na ihain sa iyo. Pag di ka gutom, di ka kakain. Pag di mo gusto yung pagkain, di mo gagalawin. Ang aso, pag may nakitang pagkain diyan, walang tanung-tanong. Lalamon yan.

YUMI: And sex is the same?

JIGS: Lahat ng bagay, nilalagay sa lugar. May context. At least, yun ang nagpaiba sa atin sa aso.

YUMI: Grabe ka namang magsalita. Para mo na ring sinabing lahat ng nakikipagsex, aso ah!

JIGS: Sinasabi ko lang, pag wala sa tamang konteksto, mali.

YUMI: And what is that context?

JIGS: Matanda na tayo. Ayokong maging preachy. Alam na natin yan.

Tahimik.

JIGS :Kaso, kahit alam na natin, minsan di pa rin natin ginagawa.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Masarap e. Sino bang ayaw nun?

Tahimik.

YUMI: (Medyo nairita) So feeling mo santo ka at dapat kang i-congratulate for being a virgin!

JIGS: Sinasabi ko lang ang pinaniniwalaan ko. Ineexplain ko lang kung bakit di ko ginagawa. May kanya-kanya tayong dahilan. Di ko pinipilit kahit kanino ang mga paniniwala ko…No need to get so cross about it, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS :Its not about being a virgin or not. Its about putting things into their proper places.

YUMI :Im not arguing with you.

JIGS: Me neither. Im just answering your questions.

Matagal na katahimikan.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Titignan niya si Yumi na medyo nairita sa nakaraang train of conversation nila. Magsasalin siya ng wine para kay Yumi.

JIGS: Nasobrahan ka na yata sa wine e. (Tatawa) You still wanna go on with the game? Nine pa lang tayo, eleven more to go. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: Shoot me.

JIGS: Who was your first lay?

YUMI: (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Ang bastos mo talaga! So inaassume mo na hindi na ako virgin?

JIGS: E sabi mo kasi, walang thrill ang game pag walang nananalo e. So I guess Im winning. Saka wala naman akong inimply na ganun a! Im just hitting two birds with one stone. Kasi kung virgin ka, e di simple lang ang sagot: wala. Kung hindi naman, e di sino?

YUMI :Ang daya mo.

JIGS: Akala ko ba ayaw mo ng korning tanong.

YUMI :You think I’ll answer that after giving your sermon, Father Jigs?

JIGS: Ano ka ba? Inexplain ko lang yung personal reasons ko. Kung ano man ang sa iyo, I’ll respect them as well as I know you respect mine. I’m no saint. I’m just trying to get to know you better.

(Ngingiti)

YUMI: How do you do that?

JIGS: Alin?

YUMI :I should have walked out on you kanina pa pero the way you say things..parang bumabaliktad sa’yo…makes you more…charming. Kung ibang tao ka siguro, di na kita kakausapin.

JIGS: You cant walk out. We’re locked here for three days except for meals.

YUMI: So Im forced to like you para di masira ang vacation ko. (Ngingiti)

JIGS: You don’t have to answer my question if you don’t want.

YUMI: I guess I’ll be honest with you as you were honest with me…

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: Di mo siya kilala. His name was Robert. He was my first boyfriend. It was Senior Prom Night. Alam mo na…typical senior prom story. Everyone wants to lose it on prom night. Everyone thinks na pag prom night, it was something special. We went out sa hall nang maaga. We made out sa kotse niya. One thing led to the other. Tapos,
yun…yun na. We went back just in time for the awarding of the prom queen. Guess what, I won pa.

(Mahinang tawa)

JIGS: What was it like?

YUMI: Now that I look back, it isnt as special as I thought it was. Pero it was different then. Back then, we were just led by our passions. Alam mo yon? Andun ka na. Hormones raging wild. Passions and Ideals are confused. Akala mo love, yun pala, curious ka lang pala. Akala mo yun na yon. Akala mo you are in-love at lahat ng gawin mo tama. Lahat ng gawin mo perfect. Everything was magical…well, almost.

JIGS: Almost…?

YUMI: Sa next question mo na yan. Ako na.

JIGS: (Pabiro) Wine pa? Kulang ka pa yata e.

YUMI: Nilalasing mo ko no? May balak ka sakin no?

(Tatawa)

JIGS: Is that your question? Sasagutin ko na.

(Tatawa)

YUMI: Engot. Hindi yon. Here’s something na curious lang ako. Kasi I’ve been hearing things…saka you’ve hinted on it na rin kanina…Are you still with Krissy?

JIGS: Hindi na.

YUMI: Since when?

JIGS :Two, maybe three weeks ago?

YUMI: Sinong nakipag-break?

JIGS: Pareho kami.

YUMI: Why?

JIGS: Maraming dahilan, actually. Naisip na lang namin na it won’t work. Isa na don, magkaiba kami ng gustong mangyari sa buhay. Magkaiba kami ng mga pinaniniwalaan.

YUMI: Like what?

JIGS: Marami.

YUMI :At ngayon mo lang nalaman iyon after two years with her?

JIGS: People change, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Right before graduation, she asked me to move in with her.

YUMI: Talaga?

JIGS: Sabi niya, doon na naman din daw papunta ang relasyon namin. Might as well practice na raw for the real thing. Tutal, she’s working na naman, ako naman bagong graduate, we should try out na raw living together if it’ll work for us.

YUMI: Natakot ka sa arrangement?

JIGS: Hindi naman sa natakot. If you love someone, ano pang ikakatakot mo, di ba?

YUMI: E bakit umayaw ka?

JIGS: It’s just that, it’s not my thing.

YUMI: Sabi na nga ba e, bakla ka no? Sinasayang mo ang opportunities! (Matatawa)

JIGS: Hindi ako oportunista. At lalong hindi ako bakla.

YUMI :Fine.

JIGS: Naisip ko lang na hindi pa pala ako handa sa mga ganitong bagay. Wala pa sa isip ko ang ganon. Na-shock siguro ako sa reality na iyon na nga ang next step sa relationship namin. I mean, two years of being together and knowing each other, we’re practically ready to get married, if you know what I mean. Pero I realized, I’m not
ready for any of these. Narealize ko how immature I am. Na iba yung ideals ko two years ago sa ideals ko ngayon. I need to mature some more to get into this thing, ‘I mean, getting married. Diyos ko, ilang taon lang ba ako…

YUMI: Maturity has nothing to do with age.

JIGS: But it has a lot to do with time.

Tahimik.

JIGS :So I thought, bakit kailangan ng practice mode? Ibig sabihin, pag sumablay kami, split na kami? Live like a couple minus the commitment? Pano pag nawala na yung magic? Goodbye na? Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

JIGS: Kung kasal na, kasal na. Wala nang practice. I think that’s the real cowardice. Yung i-try muna natin kung it will work kasi takot kayo na baka hindi maging successful ang outcome. Saan na napunta ang excitement ng buhay? Kaya nga kayo in-love, para sabay kayong humarap sa totoong buhay, sa hirap at ginahawa, di ba? (Matatawa) Hindi
yung pagpapraktisan muna ninyo para siguradong ginhawa lang.

Magkikibit-balikat lang si Jigs.

YUMI: Are you always like that?

JIGS: Like what?

YUMI: So cerebral in everything. Kahit pagdating sa relationships.

JIGS: Life is too precious para lang daanin sa trial and error.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tahimik.

YUMI: So, No hard feelings?

JIGS: Friends pa rin kami. She still calls me up nga sa bahay e.

YUMI: That’s nice.

JIGS: Kayo, bakit kayo nagbreak ni Carlo?

YUMI: That’s your sixth na ha?

JIGS: Sure.

YUMI: Alam mo, ironic para sa akin yung break-up namin ni Carlo. And the funny thing was, it was about…sex. Uy, sa atin lang ito ha?

JIGS: Of course.

YUMI: Kasi nga, I was looking for that magic nga di ba? I wanted to be in a relationship na special naman. So of all the boyfriends I had, sa kanya lang ako walang sexual relationship. As in nag-aabstain talaga ako. Kasi parang naisip ko, para magkaroon naman ng meaning yung "making love" di ba? Parang, dapat di mo parating ginagawa, at ginagawa mo lang when you are sincere with yourself and with your partner. So I was investing muna emotionally. And I was actually starting to care about him. Yung, hindi ko na iniisip yung sarili ko. Yung siya lang ang inaalala ko. Akala ko perfect na…

JIGS: Anong nangyari?

YUMI: Patunayan ko raw na mahal ko siya. Magbigay daw ako ng proof. Pagbigyan ko raw siya. Sabi ko sa kanya, hindi pa ba sapat na proof yon? Na Im saving myself for that right moment, that special moment between us? Alam mong ginawa? Nilayasan ako!

JIGS: You deserve someone better.

YUMI: Talaga!

YUMI: Isipin mo, kung kelan naman I grew tired of meaningless sex, when Im looking for the real thing, saka naman mawawala. Ang ironic ng buhay no?

JIGS: That’s the way we must learn.

YUMI: Alam mo, kung tutuusin, never ko pang na-experience yung tunay na mag make-love. And I had to go all through those relationships para lang ma-realize yun. At least, ngayon, alam ko na ang hinahanap ko.

Iinom ng wine.

YUMI: Ikaw ba, importante sa¹yo na virgin ang
mapapangasawa mo? How do you see virginity ba?

JIGS: Alam mo, di ko pa napag-isipan yan? Pero
now that you’ve mentioned it…It doesn’t matter
kung virgin ang mapangasawa ko o hindi. Of course
I value virginity a lot. I treat it as the only
real gift I could give to my wife to be. Imaginin
mo na lang di ba, kung wife ko ang una ko. It’s
like the perfect wedding gift I could give to
her. Pero kung siya hindi na virgin, I wouldn’t
care. As long as mahal ko siya. Kasi I don’t
expect her to give me the same gift. I don’t do
something because I expect people to do the same
to me. Ibigay niya sa akin ang sarili niya nang
buong-buo, sapat na sa akin yon. Masaya na ako
sa ganoon.

YUMI: (Mapapangiti si Yumi.) You know, that’s the
nicest thing I ever heard from a guy. That’s why
I always enjoy talking to you. You always say the
nicest things.

JIGS: Wow. Salamat. E ikaw, is making love to you
equal to love?

YUMI: I always took sex and love as opposite
ideas. I mean, after the first time na…you
know…sa Senior prom. Kasi afterwards, we broke
up na ni Robert. Tapos naisip ko, yun na ba yung
love? Baka hindi love yung naramdaman ko. Baka
napagkamalan ko lang siyang love. I was just
after the pleasure of intimacy. And then I felt
empty. So empty. That’s why I wanted to change. I
wanted to believe in "making love." And Im still
looking for it. Yung magic. Yung feeling mo, tao
ka pala. I never felt that kahit isang beses. Men
have penetrated my body but never my soul. And I
wanted that. I wanted someone to touch my soul.
To "make love" to my soul through my body. Pero
siguro, naging numb na ko sa dami ng relasyong
pinagdaanan ko. Hindi ko alam kung mararanasan ko
pa iyon. That’s why I envy you.

Tahimik.

YUMI: Sa tingin mo may pag-asa pa ako?

JIGS: You still have your soul…(Ngingiti)

Tahimik.

YUMI: With whom would you want to experience it?

JIGS: Of course, sa asawa ko.

YUMI: I mean, someone in particular. Take it as my seventh question. So give a name.

JIGS: A name? Hindi ko alam. Basta kung sino ang magiging asawa ko.

Tahimik. Magkikibit-balikat si Yumi. Iinom ng wine.

JIGS: Well, I always thought na it was Krissy. And then, it was just gone. Of course I loved her. And I still do. Pero the magic was just gone
after we both found out na magkaiba kami ng mga prinsipyo sa buhay.

Tahimik.

JIGS: My turn?

YUMI: Shoot me.

JIGS ;Tell me something…a secret. Yung wala
kahit isang nakakaalam.

Matagal na katahimikan.

JIGS: You trust me naman di ba?

YUMI: Well, you’ve earned it, alright.

JIGS: Saka wala akong tinatago sayo. Sinagot ko lahat ng tanong mo as honestly as I could.

(Ngingiti)

YUMI: I uhm…

JIGS: Yes…?

YUMI: I need more wine.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

JIGS: Take your time. We have less than fifty hours to go.

Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: I"ll tell you something no one in the world knows except one other person. And that person probably forgot all about me already.

JIGS: (Pabiro) What? You had sex with a stranger?

YUMI: Ano ka ba?

JIGS: Biro lang. Seryoso na.

YUMI :Promise ha? Hindi ito lalabas.

JIGS: Promise.

YUMI: If this goes out, I will hunt you kahit sa libingan mo. Huhukayin kita at papatayin kita ulit.

JIGS: Mamatay man ako ngayon.

YUMI: Okay…(Pause) I…I was with Joel then… (Magiging mas seryoso ang tono niya) …and Zach. I wasn’t really with Zach, I was just going out
with him pag wala si Joel, alam mo na…making out and stuff…Well, anyway, I was kinda serious din naman with Joel that time. Joel and I were…you know…doing it. And…

JIGS: And…?

YUMI :Uhm…I…uhm…I got pregnant.

JIGS: What?

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: I uhm…shit. Hindi ko naman talaga ginusto e. Uhm…Two months akong delayed…then I took that test. I found out na buntis nga ako…and
Joel found out about Zach (maluha-luha na) and I didn’t know what to say, you know? Maniniwala ba naman sa akin si Joel na naaliw lang ako kay
Zach? Na I didn’t really love him? Na wala lang iyon? And so he broke up with me and..I..uhm…I was afraid and uhm… (Magsisimula siyang
magbreak-down)

JIGS: It’s okay…

YUMI: I uhm…hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Joel left me. I wanted to tell him about the baby to make him come back but I don’t think he’d
believe me after the thing with Zach…and…my parents are gonna kill me if…shit. (iiyak)

JIGS: (lalapit kay Yumi para i-console ito)
Ssshhh…you don’t have to tell me this if it
upsets you…

YUMI: And so I went to a clinic…(hahagulgol) I didn’t mean to, Jigs. I wasn’t myself then. And I felt so afraid. So alone…

JIGS: Tahan na. Ssshhh…

Iiyak lang si Yumi kay Jigs. Yayakapin ni Jigs si
Yumi.

JIGS: Alam ba to ni Joel?

YUMI How can I tell him? The only other person na
nakakaalam ay yung duktor sa clinic. God…
(iiyak) Oh God…

JIGS: It’s alright…

Hihimasin ni Jigs ang likod ni Yumi. Patatahanin
niya ito. Matagal silang nakaganito lang.

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI: Can you get me my yosi?

Tatayo si Jigs. Pupunta sa may side table sa tabi
ng kama. Kukunin ang Yosi ni Yumi. Magsisindi
siya ng isa at iaabot kay Yumi.

YUMI: Thanks…

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI :If we were…if we were the last two people
on earth, would you consider doing it with me?

JIGS: Doing what?

YUMI: Alam mo na…

JIGS: Alin? (Teasing ngingiti)

YUMI: Gago mo. (Ngingiti)

JIGS Ngumiti rin.

YUMI: So? Would you?

JIGS: Alin nga? Di mo masabi no? Bakit di mo
masabi? (Pagtatawanan si Yumi) Sabihin mo nga:
Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!

YUMI: Shut up nga!

JIGS: That’s your eight na, ha?

YUMI: I lost count. Answer it.

JIGS: Why not?

Hihithit ng yosi si Yumi. Tahimik. Sasandal si
Yumi sa balikat ni Jigs.

JIGS: If you could be something else, what would
you be?

YUMI: I dunno…maybe a violin…yeah. Violin
siguro.

JIGS Bakit?

YUMI: I always saw the relationship of a violin
and its player as very intimate. Pag tumutugtog
ang violinist, ang nakikita ko at naririnig ko,
he strokes the soul of the instrument and the
instrument penetrates the soul of the player.
Para silang nagmi-make love. Di ba? Very sexy,
very intimate, very sublime. Di ba? Pareho silang
sincere sa isa’t isa. Dahil kung hindi sila sincere,

walang music na mabubuo. The violin surrenders
her body to her player, her whole body and her
whole soul, in full trust and sincerity. Di ba,
compared to the sound of the other instruments,
ang tunog ng violin parang isang naked woman? A
naked woman in surrender? I want to be a violin.
I want to be stroked in the soul. I want to make
sincere music. I want to experience the sound of
love.

Tahimik.

JIGS :Lalim nun ah. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: Pano mo malalamang in-love ka na?

JIGS: Paano? I don’t think there’s a formula to
that. Basta malalaman mo na lang. I mean, ilang
beses lang ba nangyari sa akin yon? I’d like to
believe na yun na nga yon…yung kay Krissy…

YUMI: Kwento mo nga…paano mo narealize dati na
mahal mo nga si Krissy?

JIGS :Alam mo nakakatawa…korni actually. Babalik
na naman ako sa pagiging korni nito e. Di ba ayaw
mo sa korni.

YUMI: Sige na. Hindi na kita aasarin.

JIGS: I heard bells.

YUMI: Ano?

JIGS: Seryoso. Bigla na lang, habang nag-uusap kami, may narinig na lang akong bells, tapos music. Ewan ko kung iniimagine ko lang yon pero
yun ang nangyari. Nakakatawa nga e. Parang kanta ng Beatles.

YUMI: Seryoso ka ba?

JIGS: O baka naman nagkataon noong oras na yon, may nagkakantahan sa kung saan sa school. Basta may narinig akong bells. Tapos napangiti ako. Pagtingin ko sa mata niya, iba na ang nakikita ko. Hindi ko na siya nakita as kabarkada lang. Biglang parang may magic. Hindi ko ma-explain.
Baduy pero ganun. Tapos I just seized the moment. Umamin ako. A week later, kami na.

YUMI: Korni nga. (Matatawa)

JIGS: Korni talagang pakinggan. Pero pag nandun ka na. Pag naranasan mo na, feeling mo, hindi na korni.

Ngingiti si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI: Alam mo, may times na parang tunog violin ang boses mo. O lasing lang ako? Tahimik.

JIGS: Im into my last question.

Iaangat ni Yumi ang ulo niya.

YUMI: Shoot me. Better make it good.

JIGS: If you were again to be the next victim of this tradition, if you were to be locked up in this room again…who would you want the next guy
to be?

YUMI: (Mag-iisip) I want someone whom I could talk to… Yung makukwentuhan ko ng mga sikreto ko. Yung may sense makipag-usap. Yung may laman. The violin player who’d stroke my strings…not even. Yung mapapatunog niya ang strings ko without even touching them. (Tahimik) Lumuluwag na ang dila ko…kung anu-ano na ang nasasabi ko. (Ngingiti)

Tititigan lang ni Jigs si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI: Siyempre yung masarap kausap.

Tahimik. Hindi makatingin si Yumi.

YUMI: Yung kahit habambuhay wala kaming gawin kundi mag-usap… I think it’s better than making love.

Mapapatingin si Yumi kay Jigs.

YUMI: Gosh I want to kiss you so badly.

Matitigilan siya.

YUMI: I can’t believe I just said that.

Tahimik. Titignan niya ulit si Jigs.

YUMI: Don’t you want to kiss me?

Pause. Titignan siya ni Jigs sa mata.

JIGS: Is that your last question? (Ngingiti si
Jigs)

YUMI: Yes.

DILIM.
    
I’m giving you a piece of my heart, not because you deserve it but because it already belong to you…
It might not be enough, it might be too small, but this piece of my heart could probably be my all..

(¯`v´¯) take
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) care ^.^
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. ~` God speed! >",<
My Angel, my Friend [^_^]

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FOUR PERSON n YOUR LIFE….

December 18th, 2006 by fhaye0508
Life is the process of finding love. Every person will need to find four people in their life. First person is yourself, Second person is the one you love most, Third person is the one who love you most, And the fourth, is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, now you can find the person who loves you most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most, doesn’t love you. The one who loves you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time. Which person are you in other people life? No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn’t love you anymore, he really doesn’t love you anymore. When he loves you, he can pretend that he doesn’t. Same goes, when he loves you no more. There is no way he can pretend he loves you.
When a person doesn’t love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself if you still love him. If you also don’t love him anymore, don’t ever let him leave just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don’t love him. And if you don’t love him,
what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possesive. If you like the moon, you can just take it down and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a PERMANENT MEMORY IN YOUR LIFE.

If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad. You can wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him. If he can change to become what you like him to be, you don’t love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, you only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with
you.
REAL LOVE is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.

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